of love letters and romantic scenes

2008-04-04T22:16:00.000-07:00

THIS IS SPECIALLY DEDICATED FOR THE CONVENIENCE OF GRETA LEOW PEIWEN(:
To Greta,

I did this for you. SO better stop eating pork in front of me. haha. I've moved a loooong time ago: knottedtruth.livejournal.com.

love,
fath(:

2008-03-03T04:16:00.000-08:00

Have been away for quite sometime no? haha.

Honestly, I don't know what to tell the world well maybe, this: dear Allah, pls give me smarter brains soon(when Im sleeping you can do a brain transplant for me in my dreams) because I want to know how to do difficult bitchy math questions. I want to know how to think like an open box. I know I always ask alot from you, I know. But really, I need those smart ass brains to survive in this higly competitive world. So hear my cries across the skies in the night.

Or maybe, spend a little more time on my kids? Make them hmmmm, RAFFLES KIDS CALIBRE? haha.

&results will be out on Fri. Baik arhhh, just when I want to be happy when purchasing my looooong awaited camera. tsk, reality cannot get any starker can it? danggg:/

2007-09-17T21:56:00.000-07:00

hello (:

I think Paul Frank is friendly. haha and Brad Pitt just proposed to me but I told him it'll be no unless he's willing to break up with Angelina Jolie. haha and he actually weeped, now tell me I'm so cool(:

2007-06-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

It's been a month since my brother left for Brunei:( Damn, I miss him TRUCKLOADS! Anyway, I went to Sentosa with my younger bro and my grandfather(: My dad got free tickets for the carnival held at Siloso Beach! Oh, remind me how much I HATE not winning any prizes when I played a game! I was pinning on the soft toys and I kept bugging Fattah to make sure he get me one. Ended up, I scored it for myself. HAHA. My granddad was superb! He followed us everywhere and we made him try the skyride and the lugeride and I have never seen him so stiff before. HAHA!!! All in all, IT WAS FANTABULOUS(:

It was that scorching HOT!

It was supposed to be a shot with my granddad. tsk!

On the SKYRIDE(:

Look at how stiff both of them are. Haha, Fattah was talking about his balls and ask me if I'm feeling anything. DUMBASS hahaha

Fattah and Atuk

Me and Atuk(:

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fave(:

2007-05-29T21:34:00.000-07:00

My Girl [OST] - Sang Uh Reul Sarang Han In Uh (Female Ver.)

I LOVE THIS SONG FROM MY GIRL(albeit whatever it means haha)

2007-05-29T20:04:00.000-07:00

hello (:

I know you people are very much solicitous for me to update but my life is very mundane and routine. Nonetheless, I have my ups and downs.

Currently, I hoping my dad will pay for my tennis lessons. HAHAHAHA. FAT CHANCE :(
GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS SO SEXY esp sales at GAP(: I wonder when...

ok bye. haha

2007-04-08T22:04:00.000-07:00

ilovemyboyfriendalot(:

2007-04-05T23:00:00.001-07:00

hello (:

I want to go clubbing. HOHO

if you see us in the club, we'll be acting real nice.
if you see us on the floor, you'll be watching all night.
(it's nelly furtado for crying out loud, I think she's an epitome of hotness(including myself though.haha)

2007-03-10T18:53:00.000-08:00

I'm going to miss Benazir Parween super badly :( Go figure how it feels like when your partner in crime is not going to be in class with you anymore- super sucky okay. But, we won't separate because we hang on to the power of greatfriendship(yes, it's a word for me.haha)We shall meet often, maybe you can fetch me from school (:

this is clearly for photo sake. haha

theNABEI- it's fathiah and Benazir jumbled up with minusing some letters. haha

iLOVEyou (:

I adore Lee Dong-Wook (:

&done (:

PS: I miss Faizal and I'm crazy about korean guys (:

2007-03-01T20:16:00.000-08:00

how I miss blogging. (apparently, that isn't true.haha) My life has been interesting lately, let me share with you avid readers who never fail to pester me to update(if I haven't been nice, I've already cursed you but well, god made me nice these few days.haha)

I didn't get a wink on sunday night as I NEED to watch the korean drama, My Girl. It's all worth the hours of not sleeping. HOHO. I'm in love with Lee Dong-Wook. He, being the charmer of the century, has really exuded all the possible charming spells on me. Tsk, that's really sexy. haha and then, I slept on my way to school. Train rides are best for sleeping because it's bumpy and cool. haha. Lucky for me, this guy woke me up upon reaching BB station or I'll swear I'll be late. So thank you :)

Today was the day I figured that I AM REALLY A SUPERWOMAN. I was merely trying to roll up the OHP screen and BOOM- it swung and I was THAT CLOSE to getting hit by that screen but I guess, god loves me and saved my life and here, I THANK GOD :) and on my way home today, the train seemed rather empty that's really peculiar owing to the fact that it is always pack like sardines from 5 plus. I was very much pleased that I get to sit and sleep. haha, so FATHIAH. When the train reached Yew Tee, everyone around me left the train. And gundu me, I wondered why they are getting away from me- I thought i have that fucktard face but evidently I was wrong like hello, how you hate me. hahaha. Then, this man approached me and told me that we have to alight. And then, I got everything in place. People actually like me. haha. Ignore the assumptions, thank you.

and benazir is and always irritating. She can't simply pronounce BITCH, she has to SPELL IT OUT- B-I-T-C-H as if the globe doesn't know the spelling. BEN, BEN, YOU'RE REALLY ANNOYING LATELT. haha. And her reason for not saying out is because she claimed that her mouth is virgined from all these boorish vulgarities. How annoying. haha

and done :)

2007-02-09T07:49:00.001-08:00

hello :)

I find this absurd, swear. haha

Where will you be stabbed?

BY WHO?
Your significant other

WHY?
You farted

Where will you be stabbed? at QuizGalaxy.com

haha. If that's really going to happen, I would have been dead by now because I always fart whenever my bubble capacity has exceeded its quota. HAHA. But Fai is immuned to my farting gas :)

2007-02-02T23:16:00.000-08:00

initially, i had alot to say but wells, ideas poped down, words died along the way? haha(seriously, ignore that) school has been fine is just that, I had to deal with dumbasses everywhere. HAHA. Take an example, in class, I have one on the right and one on the left. So you see, the magnified horror of going to school. haha :)

Oh yes, i went to have lunch with Fai and he needs a hair cut badly because I can't stand long hair on guys. Seriously, if you want Rapenzal(if that's how you spell it. I remembered I hate that fairytale story because I want long hair but, my mum said no. So ya, I hate that story) hair, go for a sex change surgery maybe then, I'll be fine with guys with long hair. haha. Actually, my sentence didn't make any sense at all. Haha. I'm funny, i know. haha. And yes, I got STEP UP DVD from HMV and so tonight, I shall indulge myself with dancing grooves, yet again and the cycle of contemplating on quitting netball will jingle at the back of my head and Ben has to convince me to stop being a fickle-mindedbitch and indeed, it's a tad horrible painful vicious cycle. haha.

2.4Km run was fine. and this marks the end of streneous 2.4 Km run for every PE lessons and NOW, it's games and study for me during PE periods. wooohooo. hahahahahaha

fai, fai, fai, fai, fai. he got scared when i didn't reply his message hahaha that's damn new pls :) i feel bloody superior pls :) the greatness, you see.

oh yes, fai happy __ months. and he said it's too big a number-not nice and we kinda broke up for 1 min hahah and he said no lah, you're great you see. I gave the I-Know expression :)

2007-01-31T05:46:00.000-08:00

If you haven't realised, it's 5 in the morning. I swear I'm still figuring what bugged me to wake up but anyhoots, I thank that bugger because I remembered I had to edit my ulasan buku which is dued TODAY. Haha. And the sweetest thing was, I made Fai do it for me. Trust me, it wasn't like the most simplest math equation at all, it was super tough in getting him to sit down and get informations for me. And so, I stayed at the library during the second break and search for a malay book and read the synopses and of course, the last chapter and I find that malay book quite facinating. Haha. And yes, after school I went over to his house to post the sheet of paper with pretty words for him to type and oh well, he did a marvellous job at such a short notice, I have to admit :) thanks chicken(oh ya, Fai reminds me of food and I don't know why but I always call him chicken) COOL KANN(ben's slang.haha)

oh darn, today i'm running for 2.4 KM that's what I called, big shit :) haha and yes, that mr SER(initially I want to type that sotong but dismised) called me blur sotong and I was like oh, look you're the bigger one :) haha.

I NEED RETAIL THERAPY. :/

2007-01-27T18:14:00.000-08:00

it's been a heap of trash. I'm still struggling to get the smell off me. haha

finally, i got to meet my man for breakfast. Both of us were early and that's a very rare occassion. Haha. Oh yes, I was supposed to accompany my dad to the airport to send my uncle off to Korea however, I was to tired to get up at 6 in the morning. Haha and maybe, my family is going to Korea this year-soLOVED. haha. and I had dental appointment today and I'm still contemplating on having braces. Oh, oh, do catch CHEETAH GIRLS 2 on DISNEY CHANNEL at 7:30 PM :) I'm having a date with my bro-i miss him pls :)

I love my sexyLOVE :)

2007-01-24T17:49:00.000-08:00

love, me by COllin Raye is an absolutely moving song, do listen to it :)Oh, go to my archives and click play and there you go.

if you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
i'll meet you when my chores are through;
i don't know how long i'll be.
but, i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
and between now and then, till i see you again,
i'll be loving you. Love, me

i hate to go to school. and of course, i do have my reasons for feeling so. you can't see it, can you?

darn, my NAPFA is held next week and then, it'll be games, Games and GAMES for me :)

i'm pissed and DAMNIT, i feel rotten

2007-01-21T17:44:00.000-08:00

hello :)

there's a queer feeling if you DO NOT do anything on sunday, like doing your homework. I've done it all yesterday and today, it felt wrong to idle around and all my mind could think of is, if i've thoroughly checked that it is certain i'm done with all my work(except for the group report and that, is excusable considering it needs a group collaboration, I can't regurgitate rubbish if I want too). I want to revise for common test but in all honesty, i'm lacking the drive. haha. Since, I'm free with alot of things to do(technically), I changed my blog template. haha. and speaking of being too free, i might as well finish up on my reading but then again, i need a break from words and what not-fugly equations and derivation of formulae-i'm going mad i tell you.

before, i go mad altogether, i should stop now yea? hahaha and shucks, tmr is mon and that is a start of the agonizing cycle once again.

BY THE WAY, i plastered my face THERE(go fig where. if you can't see, man ure super blind lahh)don't copy and doodle ah(or am i giving you ingenious ideas.haha)

2007-01-20T15:15:00.000-08:00

after much contemplation, i've decided to slog at home knowing it may rain anytime and there is no fai to shelter me with my umbrella(mind you,i hate to hold on to an umbrella because i believe it's the motherstep towards unglam-ness unless, any soul get me a gucci or prada one then i wouldn't mind doing it for the world, serious). So yes, i'm here infront of the notebook, typing this and plainly rotting. haha, i swear i'm putting on weight and 46.8KG is horrible enough for me, the horror you see.

mundanity overruled.sigh

2007-01-20T13:25:00.000-08:00

i'm totally bored and fai's so unavailable and Ben too and rah didn't pick up my call and sham too and I asked my bro if i can follow him meet up with his friends all he said was NO(both my bros) and now, i'm left alone and my older brother asked, you got no friends huh? i said I have ok but less than 10 haha and he said i'm such a loser. and oh, shut up haha. looking at how many people hate me(i assume with the death glares and what not), i'm a happy loser/loner/kental. haha

anyhoots, im going out alone :) bye.

2007-01-19T22:35:00.000-08:00

me:fai, you love me right?(or i was irritating him with my very cute korean accent)
fai:sadly, but yes i do :)

the irony of love :)

2007-01-19T19:22:00.000-08:00

epitome of kental: farisha rosli :) but babe, you still rock my socks. haha

well, school was alright. Ive been too lazy to queue up for oh-so-sumptious-canteen-delights that i brought food from home. Mum's cooking rest assured the best :) I love my mummy. haha. and crapola(geniusly invented by Ben)i don't like GP compre. I seriously prefer GP essay because after 17 years of living, i've gladly mastered the art of bullcrapping and so, I usually perform better in essays than compre. But suicidally, GP is much a crap subject and it takes up every brain neurons that I'm left with right now and thus, I'm left with zilch now. how amazing and i have people telling me life is wonderful(no, no, not tell but rather sing to me) haha.

I was walking to taka with Fai and i saw this roxy bag that i found pretty on a girl. I pursuaded fai to ask her where she got it and guess what, when we overtook their god-knows-super-slower-than-any-tortoise-pace, the girl called my name and I turned and it was EILEEN haha and she said I talked very loud. haha and tell me something new haha. and I irritated Fai with my great korean accent :) haha. today was laughter-filled and i love today very much.

and fai's hp bill is $32. haha damn cool mine is $46 but i'm telling you, it'll be $30 before you know it :)

undoubtedly, i love my man :)

2007-01-18T22:45:00.000-08:00

oh just cliched but sweet wishing: HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAN :) may you be blessed throughout the year(ok, thats rather inept considering that life is not that rainbow filled blanks and what not)haha. don't bother yar.

There lies this thin line between us, don't cross it or i'm telling you i'll be wrecked.

Oh yes, i had my GP project presntation earlier on and it went pretty much alright and i thanked the bell ringer in school because after GP was break and yes, my classmates were too occupied to fill my group in with questions that i'm telling you seemed like those university maths equation. haha.

i was late today. bugger. shan't be late anymore. haha.

2007-01-17T16:58:00.000-08:00

hello :)

i've been an old rug nag this few days. Swear, i hate it. Shan't blabber about it or yes, i'll be labelled blog-nag. haha. school has been fine. I love my math tutor, at least she's far way, beyond better than my year 1 tutor. And, the thing about female teachers is that, they nag and get on your freaking nerve but i'm telling you, it's worth listening to them nagging because you will be certain to do your work and that results in better performance in that subject and the chain of effects goes on. But seriously, i don't like my econ teacher. She's so horrible at teaching that I can't comprehend her being the HOD of economics. I'm pleading for Mr pillai to teach my class again because I swear, I haven't caught a word from my econ teacher since the first lesson. And that's, utter horrible.

I miss Fai so much. The bugging timetable constraints us from meeting frequently and the only available times are during the weekends. That sucks so bad pls :(

PE was fun, really I'm not kidding. Ben and I are grouped in the high performance group. Cool or what? haha yes, yes, I'm bragging right now. In all honesty, that's not an everyday thing looking at my current pathetic state of life. Haha. The group is fun with great people and good runners and uber fantastic stamina, like me :) haha. That, you can ignore. hah and could you imagine a banding for PE lessons. haha, i find it laughable pls and plus, PE is not a tested 'A' level sucject and i still wonder why the banding. haha

that's about it. whoever is reading, thanks for reading about my life. I'll go figure how to make life more interesting for me and for you to read :) haha

(I love my mum and dad and grandpa, seriously)

2007-01-15T20:09:00.001-08:00

something so kental happened today like totally, stamped kental pls. i was asking syaza what is her email add because i need to send her the gp project file and she gave me this *****_*******@hotstuff.com. initially, i wanted to reply her by saying is there such a thing but dismissed that thought because maybe it exists and it'll be embarrassing not to know(that sort of thing). so i shut up and send her the file. so today, she told me she didn't receive any file from me. and i told her i'll try again tonight. so during econ, to confirm her all-so-self-proclaimed email add, i went up to her and confirm with her and GUESS WHAT, she laughed and called me kental and today, i just figured that i was half-imbecile and half-kental. hahahahahahahahahahahhahah.

i had the best chem class today because ben was there to irritate me, serious. haha :)

2007-01-14T18:34:00.000-08:00

hello.

Fai wants me to post this: I HAVE A PRETTY GIRLFRIEND (:

2007-01-14T15:53:00.000-08:00

ben as a bestfriend you shld tell me everything that's going on and stop with your guess or get lost game because i'm telling you i'm psychic and i know what you're thinking. that's freaky though because i don't want to know about what you do with your boyfriend. HAHA, though i can imagine. Haha

my dad is so cool (: he installed a telephone line in my room. and now, I can hog over the phone and throw my handphone.

i'm off to do my project now. ok, maybe later because i need to watch Shutter or else, i just wasted my 3 bucks and bus fare just like that and my dad just lectured me on being spendthrift. hahahaha. i swear giving me a card isn't a nice idea but even that, my dad still gives it to me and I love him for being my dad. haha he's so cool pls. he cranked today though and i found it cute. hahaha

and you know what, my handphone bill is undercontrol. I'm good man, like totally.(ben, I just realised that the word seriously has been to widely use so let's change to totally) hahahaha.

school tmr and that sucks thinking it's gonna be monday and there's PE and worst, there's benazir parween. and FATHIAH isn't unique anymore. I thought my dad said my name is unique and he didn't sleep for 7 days 7 nights thinking about it and now, devastatingly, someone shares the same name as me. hahahaha and we shld seriously start a fan club. haha THE FATHIAHS-damn cool ahh.

2007-01-13T21:21:00.000-08:00

today was abso-FUN. I went shopping with Fai and we bought stuffs and we are happy and Fai being Fai loves to show off his muscles and get M size shirt instead of L. haha. but yes, i had loads of fun crapping all the way with him and Fai, you so kental man. like so kental pls. hahahaha

Oh, today was the first time I went bugis with Fai. kental kann haha and Fai super lame man. Just now on our way home at kovan, we were on the escalator and Fai heard the roaring engine of a bus and he said recognised that sound and confidently said that it's 112 and I went to check and yeah so much for 112, it's 113. haha, he's lame. hahahahahahhaha and woah, i so wanna get that DKNY watch pls. and yes, FAI'S GETTING THAT PROJECTSHOP SLING. ahhh, you rock man like seriously.

and now, the weekend is coming to an end and how I wish we have 5 day for weekends and 2 day for weekdays. but well, life goes on.

let me end off with this, i swear fai is so kental. hahahaha

2007-01-12T22:21:00.000-08:00

ahhhh, i like this skin. I'm in the love mood now. tralaaalaaalaaa (:

got it off the net:
My heart to you is given:
Oh, do give yours to me;
We'll lock them up together,
And throw away the key.

and yes fai, i love you and go be a good boyfriend and blog about you love me or else!

2007-01-12T05:23:00.001-08:00

kental mann. I'm telling you I'm beginning to like this word. Firstly, ben's cousin,Umarali, always uses it on her. She went, "kental kann"(with the spastic face of hers which has always been spastic. haha) and second, syaza kept using it until it got into my head. kental moment syaza and her kental moment. haha.

Finally, I met Fai and he thinks i'm kental and i think he is too haha and he said i'm a born loser and he's a born leader and we make a good pair. hahah cool eh? i know normal. relationship defects. haha

until then, goodbye world (:

2007-01-12T00:29:00.000-08:00

oh how can i ever forget to rant about the banding of malay class. super idiotic ah. and pls man, i speak malay at home and outside and I DO NOT ONLY SPEAK ENGLISH and i can speak malay pretty fluently and if i haven't then, i can go fuck myself. and idiot, they place me where those people who can't speak malay fluently, not insulting but I CAN SPEAK MALAY. ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I SPEAK MALAY TO MY IBU AND AYAH AND MY ATUK AND MY BROTHERS. so, i think i have to get out of that class argh. and they band us by the grades we got for the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL TEST! and that's super irritating because i swear, i wasn't in malay mood(actually, it died long time ago lahh) and i did the paper any oh how and didn't do well and they used that for banding. go eat shit lah. and to think again, i think mr yazid likes me because he told me i shldn't be in his class but yet, he insisted on keeping me. so great. and now, I'M GONNA SPEAK MALAY AND PROVE THOSE FUCKTARDS THAT I CAN DO MALAY.

2007-01-11T23:16:00.000-08:00

long train journeys have always got me reflecting about my life. How if this didn't happen, how will i be now. and if fai hasn't showed up in my life, how am i now? but thank god, he came fast and be my best ever BF :) i believe you meet someone not by chance but by divine appointment and boy, i've missed so much since school has started. more school=less fai=boring lahh, durh. haha. and yes, i told myself that despite all the mournings of being alone, i still have to prioritze my goals that is to do well in my studies and no,i'm not going to waste my morning, long train rides to school and flunk my tests and exams and speaking of that, i have chem test tmr. how nice of teachers and i'm so not prepared man.

and yes, being a damn good money waster, i am(and if there's a major exam for shopping, you'll see me ace and maybe get an award from the prime minister for my diligence and hardwork i put up in attaining such grade)i made ben my accountant and she has to make sure i don't overspend and all and i tell you, she's restricting me from shopping. but thanks ahh. i don't want to type this but well, it's just ethical to say this, i love you, idiot haha.

and oh,PE wasn't nice because they made us run with timing but well, i did pretty ok and now, i shall hit the books that will determine my future. haha

2007-01-09T06:05:00.001-08:00

hello. i miss my baby :) and yes, i want to go shopping with him soon.

2007-01-06T08:43:00.002-08:00

like finally, i got my debit card with a thousand buck in it (: but you know what, my dad forbids me from even thinking of trying to use that money. How sad. but nevermind, it's ok to break some rules you see, so yes, i'm getting a new crumpler(i was thinking of giving this to fai because i seriously damaged his current bag. hahaha but babe, i need a new bag looking at my current bugging timetable-i need a luggage. haha), a new jacket(i've been wearing the same one for the past few years which is utter despicable for any normal girl, serious),a new wallet and prolly, a new watch. haha and that will total up to probably, 300 bucks eh? haha. and my dad is a good man as always, he got me a new blackerry. like seriously, i no nuts of the programmes in it so yes, i'll try to get use to it and he said this is the last one for me. was that a threat ayah? hahahahaha. seeeee, i got a cute dad (:

so, school's been a good friend with ben around,i assume things are marvellous. haha except for all those upcoming tests, school is fine and they should really impose a rule stating, no buying food for friends (: then, i can have a peaceful recess with more time to gorge. hahahahaha

and babe, we shld catch a movie or sorts soon. miss you like crunchie haha (:

2007-01-01T21:17:00.000-08:00

boy, it sucks to have your boyfriend not in Singapore, ok! anyways, I survived 3 day without him-it was hell of a torture however, I managed. Haha. Anyhoots, I miss my boyfriend so badly. URGH, and school is starting. BITCH!! There goes my beautiful dates with my man! And, I did my geog hwS. The feeling was great after doing it. one load off (: and many more to go. Haha. There'll be a common test after school re-opens. well, I'm prone to study at the last minute however, i'll find ways to manage it lahh. and yes, good luck to me. I wish i wouldn't flunk knowing i'm capable of doing it. But god, don't ever let me flunk. Let me start with a clean year with great marks ok (:

ROB-B-HOOD is sure great (: do catch it if you're in need of groovu moves by jackie chan (:

I'm praying my dad would give me a debit card sooooon. I want to shop for a new, big crumpler. Or maybe, projectshop sling. ben read that. hahahaha, i'll take away your unique tittle ok!

ok done. I hope it'll be a good year for all of ue (: love you

2007-01-01T00:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all (: and yes, it's 2007 now and in a nutshell, 2006 had been a blasting year (: I'm sure 2007 will be even blast-er. Haha.

guess what, my blog's date will write 1 january 2007. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (: ABSO-HOTNESS EH?

oh to Afiq, sorry to react irrationally about the well-being of the books. My bad dude and yes, thanks for the wrapping- it was so thoughtful of you. Haha.

Hari Raya was quite alright with cousins gibbering rubbish, yes it was abso-gorgeous fun (:

& here, I welcome 2007 with OPEN arms (: and Fai get back soon babe (:

2006-12-31T12:46:00.000-08:00

This is clearly and sincerely for HAYLEY TERESE PEREIRA (:( hayl, i editted twice because of your UNIQUR NAME, love me)
I'm so gonna bam my new year's resolutions and so, there will be no more goals for the upcoming year. Sounds so cool. Haha except for the part where, I HAVE TO DO WELL FOR MY A's unless Hayl seriously wants me visiting her at normanton(is that how you spell it? bugger) park to wake her up and get her breakfast ready; A MARIA. Haha.

I'm having cramps right now, yes right now! OH BUGGER!

&again, selamat hari raya (: and woah, i think she looks so cute. see, I'm turning lesbian... FAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& yes, i thought of going for the countdown at VIVO then i realised, it's waste of my time so, I'm watching it on tv haha.

2006-12-31T01:05:00.000-08:00

hello and Selamat Hari Raya Haji. Haha (:

I went to my gram's place and I GOT A PRETTY TOTE from my aunt and she got it off from the flea market in Thai. So wonderful. I'm beaming mann and my both my brothers gave me bags for my birthday and I love them both(the bags and them). SHIOK ahhhh!

Oh, Saddam Hussein was sentenced to death yesterday. My aunt was in a state of depression because her hero is dead now. Haha how funny.

I MISS FAI LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah. I should bottle his smell in a bottle so that I can smell him even he's far away from me. Good idea eh? haha.

In all honesty, I'm super whooper dead because I hardly even started on my HWs. Ohwell, the least i can do is dig my own grave haha and ben's of course because we are on the same boat but she's going India and I'm going Hawaii haha.

Again, I MISS FAI :(

2006-12-30T15:36:00.000-08:00

2006 is coming to an end in less than 48 hours. I still can't believe it how time flies and us not realising ta-daa it's a new year, new experience and more new occurrence. I've learnt alot though for the past months like you can't have a big group of good friends because this evil shit I named ego-clash might sit itself between the line of friendship and BOOM, WRECKED-FRIENDSHIP. On a happier note, that's when you will find your true friends. I found mine (:

Fai is so FAR away. Haha not even a phone call can make up the hours I missed so badly with him. Haha. I bet his playing with the cows now. HAHA.

My new year's resolution:
1) stop being a prick.
2) learn to control the abilty of blasting my phone biil
3) stop complaining(not that I can actually)
4) study hard(ya daa ya daa)
5) go shopping at least once a month(silent self-killing session)
6) save at least $50 everymonth in my bank account(since my dad will get me a debit card soon. Haha)
7) limit my movie dates to at least once or twice a month( I used to watch movie every week with Fai- bad move. Haha)

The list could go on but well, I'll stop here yarr. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaahahah and YES, DO MY HW DILIGENTLY.

2006-12-29T02:12:00.000-08:00

Sham is planning on having a together-idiots-dinner on the 2nd of Jan and that makes a day away to a new school term. I'm not to sure if I can actually braced myself to reality that snap, NEW SCHOOL TERM=LOADS OF UNDOABLE SHITS=AND MANY OTHER FORM OF SHITLOADS YOU CAN EVER THINK OF, serious. So how, quit school-eliminate the means? Haha, I'll go ask my dad if he would sponsor me a platinum card and get me abroad.

Pardon me, this is gonna be a doubled make it tripled random post ok. Haha.

I don't like people to take pictures smiling but not showing their teeth. I think it's plain stupid because God gives you a set of teeth for good reason and that's to chew on food and take great pictures nevermind the crookedness and the bugs bunny teeth. Truly, I don't have that of a perfect set of teeth but since god gives me a set of teeth, I smile with it, make it look it pretty even if they're darn fugly. Haha. So smiling with no teeth pictures are such bloody turn off if you ask me to speak of its beauty. Haha

I'm quite of a perfectionist and I despise it entirely. So yes, mess everything up before my eyes. I once had a stupid quarrel with Sham(I doubt she remembers it lahh, since she's so injected with the power of amnesia). She was doodling on my paper and I got mad and blanko(is that you spell it? bugger) them and she kept doodling and I told her to stop and she called me a perfectionist and I sulked the whole afternoon despising myself. Haha, stupid, I know.

I can't save up because why save when you can spend, serious. Haha so yes, don't talk to me about saving up I'll blessed you with a middle finger. And darn, whoever my husband is, you better subscribe every credit cards there is. Haha. I told Fai and he said go subscribe under your name. I'm like what? Haha I thought he would sponsor mann, fat hope lahh.

And Fai's going to Melaka and visit the cows. Haha Fai, go be a dutchman and fetch me milk ok? good boy. Haha, yes yes, dear boy, I'll miss you okay? haha

ok toodles. I want to marry Cecelia Ahern, really. Haha

2006-12-28T18:49:00.000-08:00

you and I is like no the stars to light the sky at night.

2006-12-27T00:46:00.000-08:00

hello everyone.

Night At The Museum is must watch pls. What rocks more than my old-but-still-sizzling-hot-chap, BEN STILLER. I give four an a half popcorns out of five (:

Shopping at Malaysia was dope fun. I was like, "bu, nice right?"(and I just put them in my arm.Haha-SO FATHIAH AHH). And since, Trisyia tagged along with my family, my mum told her to do some shopping and so with my retail therapy syndrome, I went crazy for those cute short sleeves which I so can't wear and told her to buy and wear them on the behalf of me. Haha.

& I still miss my man, mann. Now, when can we butt out babe? I got lots to tell you like my ride on MY FAVOURITE BANANA BOAT. HAHA.

bitch, school starting like next week! BITCH, HAHA. BITCH! SAVE ME SOMEONE- BURN MOE OR MY SCHOOL (:

PS: I WENT TO MALAYSIA'S ZOUK AND YES, nothing you actually imagine, so much for an islamic country. HAHA

2006-12-26T07:42:00.000-08:00

Paris was a dope (:

I'm here to thank all those lovelies for wishing me and giving me presents! Thanks mann. WOAH, I miss Fai pls, ALOT. And you know, it's a bomb to make a call from Paris! My mum brought me shopping in PARIS-HEAVENS DEAR DARLING (:

ok toodles.

2006-12-18T17:52:00.000-08:00

Oh, anyone kind enough to get me these movies for my birthday. Thanks. haha and if my dad doesn't want to get me a new phone, then I should as k him for Charmed Season 1-8 (: and that, will cost an island. haha. Yes, I'm mean.

It has been raining all day long. All I have done is stare at the geography question hoping it can say, "what are you staring at?" and I'll curse it to death and after. Haha. How I wish... and can anyone, just any soul tell me how to start the ball rolling. I hope my bro will ask for the comp soon or I'll keep it for my entertainment which is, NOT GOOD. HAHA

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND, REALLY :(

2006-12-18T13:23:00.000-08:00

ahh, since the width of my blog is wider, now I can plaster the video here without having to resize anything. haha yes, I'm a pig. Jannah, i love the picture you editted for me for the last temp and you know what, i save it lahh. haha and I'm telling my kids that you did it. haha.

I think i'm turning lesbian. hahahahahahahahahahhah with JESSICA ALBA!! and many others. ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.

Oh, the blog is kinda plain. wells, I do not know about html so yeah. forget it la huh. initailly, i wanted to put my picture(i know, stupid) but i rather leave it plain. hahaha.

ok, toodles.

2006-12-18T11:23:00.000-08:00

when you really got nothing to do despite the pile of worksheets on your bedside table, you switch on the damn comp and BLOG. BLOG is a way to gibber rubbish(at least for me though). And if you haven't realised or can't be bothered to realised, all my entries are of air-headed entries and pointless entries. Hahahah. For instance like now and forever. Haha.

I seriously need to get those candies and write christmas notes for my friends. But wells, if I were to write it, how am I supposed to deliver it. I'm pretty packed these days. But you know what, I will write and send them by mail! Haha. I'll stuff those candies in the envelope.

I have been watching christmas movies on TV nowadays. Ahh, I so want to celebrate christmas too. Oh, I want to live at North Pole. I bet those elves are busy now with hot cocoa for their break(ahhh, blissed) and those cute,cute wrappings of gifts. All enough to evny me. Haha. I will definitely behave during this month because I do not want to be on the naughty list and then, santa won't give me presents. That's sad lahh, durh.

on a heavier note, I SHOULD START DOING MY ESSAY. haha. bye bye (:
PS: SHAM, no I didn't ask santa for you for christmas. haa

AND BEFORE I GO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAH (:

2006-12-17T15:07:00.000-08:00

ooooh, I so badly want a new phone for my birthday. I have been writing cute notes to my dad hinting(no, more like begging) him to get me a new phone. Ohh yes, Nokia 7390 will be great man. See, I don't ask for those totally-gadget phone that will cost my dad a bomb. I think I'm nuts to say this, I like pink. Haha, yes GOD!! FATHIAH LIKES PINK. SO BIMBO. Whatever you say, I like PINK. HAHA.

I'm so going to force myself out tomorrow(no, I'm too lazy maybe someday this week lahh huh) to take a bus to Kovan and walk a mile to any renting VCDs shop and browse through for TAKE THE LEAD and indulge myself in the grooves(not that I can't dance but, I'm gonna sign up for dancing class next year. And I know, that indulgence will just die down soon with super whooper dooper sweet HWs :( But, I hate netball lahh. Haha.

Can anyone just make sure I would attempt(at least) my geog essay tmr. The least, read teh question? Thanks. Haha.

I want a new phone. Anyone, hearing my plight? Yes, surprise me (:

oh yes, I've been an avid fan of Danity Kane. They just launched their new music video- RIDE FOR YOU. Adore the song, Love Aubrey. Aubrey is drop dead gorgeous(mind you, I don't usually use "drop dead" for females. So she must be a hell of hotness. haa)I wanted to plaster the video here but ohwells, I know nuts about resizing the width of the video box so yes, go youtube.com lahh. haha

2006-12-16T23:23:00.000-08:00

my bestfriend (:

& my boyfriend (:

I LOVE THEM BOTH.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Oh, I love those pictures taken while jumping. I want to try it too. Haha and I'll post it for the world to view. I know, I love to try new things. Haha. And bla, I WANT NEW BOOKS SO I CAN KILL TIME WHEN I'M ALONE.

This week's schedule:(just so if I injected with amnesia for this week)
Wed: House-raide Ben's house for crabs and collect my geog hw from Zana(provided she's free on that day) and then, butt out with Ben (:
Thurs: Go out with Hakim(my cool bro)to get his bdae presents and mine of course and I want to take neoprints with him because he takes nice and cool neoprints (:
Fri: I'm so spending time with my boyfriend haha whether he likes it or not, I'm dragging him to where I want to go. Haha like to the movies-NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM. And yes, Fri is my birthday just so you know. Haha.
Sat: I should be having fun over at Malaysia and be doing my shopping( I hope. haha)

Busy mann. And I was just pondering should I study this week? Haha. Maybe on Mon lahh huh. It won't kill to work my brain neurons now since school will start in 2 weeks' time. SCHOOL=BITCH. BITCH=MOE. hahaha

And oh, Ben told me Rani called her. Haha, pity you babe and asked her how's Fathiah(oh very thoughtful ah). And also asked if she calls me everyday. Jealous ah? And Ben, why are so dumped to say no? Huh? Haha, NEXT TIME SHOUT YES INTO HER FREAKING EARS!!!! and she was dissapointed that Ben forgot her anniversary. Haha! RANI, BEN REMEMBERS MINE SO WELL. AND OH, WE WRITE LETTERS TO EACH OTHER AND WE ARE ALWAYS HOGGING OVER THE PHONE AND I'M GLAD THAT I'M NOT STUCK WITH YOU NEXT YEAR (: AND GUESS WHAT, BEN IS IN MY CLASS. I'LL MAKE SURE SHE WON'T BOTHER BOUT YOU. HAHAHA. OH, BUT YOU CAN HAVE HER LAHH. I DON'T REALLY MIND LOOKING AT HOW MANY MORE MEMORIES I CAN ENVELOPE WITH BEN IN THE COMING YEARS (: SO LONG BITCH (:

2006-12-16T14:43:00.000-08:00

I was away for the past 2 days. I came back to school for RED CROSS annual camp. Yes, I miss red cross so badly. I miss marching under the scorching sun. I miss doing pumpings. I miss cheering like mad with my friends. I miss being stupid with Jia Hui. I miss everything. And durh, I miss the cadets calling me Fathiah Ma'am(I feel super superior can) haha. I had blast there especially with Jia Hui. I miss her so much lahh pls. And during the night while others were pigging, we talked about our lifes, friendship problems and anything under the sun. DAMN IT, I WANT AN ENCORE. I love Jia Hui because even though we are of different races, she still respects why I can't eat those non-halal food and I have to pray 5 times a day and she gladly accompanied me. I LOVE YOU (: THANKS FOR BEING MY BESTFRIEND FOR LIKE EVER (:

YES, I miss my crazy boyfriend too. Now, where has he gone to? I don't know. Haha.

My brohther is super sweet. He's taking off on Thurs to get my present and he said I can choose whatever I want. GOOD SEI (: haha

I'm rotting at home today and bloody hell, I hadn't had a good sleep for so long. It was indeed a nice sleep last night- more than 12 hours ah (:

2006-12-13T18:45:00.000-08:00

AHHH, I had a blast of fun today. I went Sentosa with my man. Haha. Initially, I wanted to scream my lungs out over at Escape Theme Park but you know, Fai thinks he's too "big" for those rides. Yeah right, I bet you'll scream louder than I do. Haha. Anyhow, I had an awesome fun at Sentosa.We went for a swim in the articifial beach.Then, we tried the skyride and LUGE ride. Skyride is exceptionally fun except for the unsightly views(those very artificial beaches. Sentosa should really stop reclaiming lands to make pretty, pretty beaches.Haha) Then, we took the LUGEride. We rode down the slope and yes, I SCREAMED LIKE MAD. My nose got itchy while driving because the ground is not leveled and of course the roaring of the engine(imagine them being put together). So, I attempted to scratch my nose and I almost skidded off lahh. Thank god I was quick. Haha and durh, I won Fai(that's pretty obvious lahh huh. And I'm telling you girls, bribing works wonders, swear). We ordered photos for both the rides- memories sake (:

Today, Fai was truly my hero. He saved my life like 9723712 times today. INDESCRIDABLE FEELING (: haha. I'm sure Fai wants more of today, I know. Nothing beats the fun with his girlfriend. By the way, I look idiotically idiot in both pictures. Fai looks hot lah(normal lahh, normal) I had a marbrililent time today.

CAMP tmr. I'm lazy to pack. Worst, I'm having second thoughts on going ah. How? No idea. And, I've been sleeping of late these few days watching movies from TV demand. I spent 11 bucks to scare myself. Haha. ART OF THE DEVIL 2. Don't watch it if you're weak-hearted, really. It's pretty gory. The NUN, pretty sad story. That's about everything.

2006-12-12T00:49:00.001-08:00

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Fai, I think you should bake a cake too babe. Haha.

I talked to Ben after gazillion years. I asked her why haven't she been calling me. She replied, "I want to surprise you lahh. Call you only on your bdae like wow right". And she scolded me for being such a spoiler. Sorry babe. Speaking of being a spoiler, I love to tell me people the ending of the movie even though they ask me to hush. I'll keep on babbling until I'm done. Fathiah Spoiler Abdul Talib(there, my middle name. haha)

I'm going out with Fai tomorrow. But where? I'm not too sure. It's like we've been everywhere in Singapore together. Fai, is high time we hit the planes-PARIS BABE!!!

2006-12-11T04:40:00.001-08:00

Caught deck the halls just now. if you're in need of laughter to fill up your hunger, do watch the movie. I want my house to be seen from space too. i'll go ask my dad to get me boxes of pretty lights.

my uncle booked a bungalow(according to him lahh.haha) at malaysia for my brother's and my birthday (: how sweet? after 17 years and 19 years(for my brother) of living, now then he actually remembers that he needs to do some celebration for us. haha. thanks mann.

i was at orchard when fai called me. i ran to Plazasing to just look at him eat. good? no, SUPER FANTASTIC. haha.ya, miss you babe, woah, really dude.

birthday is just another passing day...
anyway, 11 more days ahh.. haha

2006-12-10T19:08:00.000-08:00

she's making a real mess here-IN MY FREAKING ROOM.

2006-12-09T07:57:00.001-08:00

I had a fantastic day today topped with sweet loves. I went shopping with my family at Melaleuca(i think) and since my mum has a reliable membership with that company, we just took whatever we like and dumped them in the basket. Haha and my mum was like, "okay, okay, buy, buy, we must try new stuffs you see". Powerpac ahh. And you know my brothers and me, we are absolutely keen in trying out new stuffs and we spent quite a bomb. Haha. In the car, my mum being my mum always trying to talk her way through and yes, she amuses us(like always) haha. Later in the afternoon, my dad treated us at Lagunsari for lunch. The food is pretty great but well, not that great and you can get cheaper course meal of the same kind in Malaysia lahh. But, whatthehell, I had a superb time with my family.

and, my uncle oragnised a small but lovely family gathering over at Pasir Ris beach (: I had so much fun well, except for the drizzles of course. I went cycling and when you get cousins together, we bitch like nobody business, I swear. We love to gossip and Afiq has lots to tell us and he continued his story-telling over at my place. Haha. And durh, we camwhored too. There was this one where Afiq only planned to snap my plate of nasi lemak(he doesn't want my face in the pic) of course, i couldn't agree because if you want to take the picture of my plate of food the eater has to be there but, NO. haha and so, I said, "at least my tongue". haha. Lame lahh, I know. cycling was THE best. Ok tell me, who go cycling wearing a skirt, TRISYIA. and I had to cycle with her on the 2-seater bike and we had a race and her skirt kept flying and she kept saying I HAVE TO PROTECT MY DIGNITY. I was like trust me babe, noone wants to get a glimpse of your under. Haha and I cycled even faster and I fell once and flew up(those lil bumps up, you know? nvm) many times thanks to the humps and the roots of the trees. But sadly, my biatch was not feeling that well. I pray you get better babe (: and darn, Trish is staying overnight over at my place and she REVAMPED MY ROOM with irritating coloured papers saying "Fathiah's Next Top MOdel" like i even have one. Haha

and Afiq loves to take nonsense pictures and there:

The cyclists and my brother had to cover my FACE. ass!

the best girls i've ever loved (:

afiq loves butt-whoring i guess. haha

i'm still figuring why he took this one.

kids love to go out and PLAY!

hakim, nad and fath.

dirah's butt stole my limelight. LoL

he taught me how to bitch and I love him. YOUass.

ahh, today was so loved, sealed.

2006-12-06T00:56:00.000-08:00

I would like to make a public alert that the song entitled material girls suck so bad. Plus, can Hilary ever sing?

Ans: A direct freaking NO.
The song is always and will always be playin on Rah's blog and that buggs me so bad because as a loyal beyond loyal bestfriend, it's just ethical for me to visit her blog and leave her a tag, reminding her that i love her and trash(which is all so plastic)haha. Rah, if still love me could you remove that fugly and beyond bimbo song? Thanks.

My bestfriend's girl is indeed a moving read, I swear. And now, I'm begging my dad for money so I can get My sister's keeper by Jodi Picoult. It's a pretty gripping book I heard. And damn, I swear, it's high time I hit my school books. But, I'm lack of motivation and I don't know when my muse will come around to inspire me to study lahh...

I SAW Fai today only for what 10 mins. FRIGGING LONG EH? I miss him mann and he's craps. Hahahahahaha but to think of it, I think he's missing me more. Hahahahahahahaha.

16 more days to my bdae. I shall do the countdown myself since noone ever cares :( haha

2006-12-04T14:40:00.000-08:00

I don't really fancy peacock(don't ask me why). Why not rename it to peadick. Haha. There, I hate peacock and I'm trying to like peadick. Lame, I know.

2006-12-02T14:56:00.000-08:00

I'm plainly rotting at home while Khairiah is away at HongKong. And yes, I'm going Brisbane with Fattah next week. Best or what? Haha. Only the 2 of us (: and anyone is welcome to tag along but you have to get your very own airway ticket. Haha.

My dad is gonna get me O2 phone siaa. I asked for N73, he said he rather buy for me O2 phone. My lucky charm is smiling I guess.

muchLOVES, Fathiah Halliwel (:(I wish)

2006-12-01T19:54:00.000-08:00

what are bestfriends for? painting nails for each other. haha

and I'm considering on quitting netball and join modern dance. It sounds good for me plus great company, BEN SIAA. Haha. Besides, netball bore me out because only those in the school team are required for trainings so why bother even join?. So yes, I'M QUITTING (:

2006-11-30T14:54:00.000-08:00

Oh, I find gettyimages.com a really good friend with breathtaking pictures, especially pretty pictures of waterfall (:

Hold your breathe to keep yourself alive. Haha

magnificent view, isn't it?

I love the view (: haha

Ahh, you can breathe now. I want to go to Niagara Fall for my honeymoon (: and stay there. Haha

2006-11-29T21:22:00.000-08:00

My mum's homemade nasi lemak has always been my love, really. The sambal so spicy that I feel hot everytime I eat it (:

Anyways, Ikea Tampines opens tomorrow. Good news for me because I don't have to travel to Alexander to get stuffs anymore. Mann, that saves alot of energy I'm telling you.

Oh, oh, I bought my bestfriend's girl already from Kino. Borders is too big and I couldn't manage to search for it. Haha but, the book that I bought has a lil' obnoxious torns here and there and Fai being the sweet Fai, he volunteered to go all the way to Taka Kino and ask for an exchange. They better exchange it for me because I had to dig 17 bucks to get that book and there, I'm broke. Haha if they don't, Fai can lie that I bought the book as a present for someone or, or lodge a complain to the manager and bla bla bla. I can't go because there is this one ass coming over to my place to finish up her enchanting trail of charmedness. Haha

Thanks Ben for the letter. It's really sweet (:

And, Fai and me kinda set up the alarm in Taka accidentally. I hope they won't press any charges on us because seriously, we could almost killed ourselves just now and wasn't thinking straight. I'm sorry Fai for whatever I did, really.

ok, that's about all. better day tomorrow I guess and pls, don't tell me things could get any worse because I can only handle one thing at a time, no superwoman world.

and woah, third entry for today must be ultimately occupied eh?

2006-11-29T09:24:00.000-08:00

Morning (:

I'm just wondering have Singaporeans forgotten the assets of being kind and polite, really? From my point of view, most of them shove up it their asses and only decide to use whatever they've been taught for all their lifes(about courtesy, that is) in 25 million years time from now which is the next human revolution(I got this from princess hours. Haha). I mean really lahh why can't just said it's ok instead of giving oh-so fucked up face. Not that I touch your butt or anything. I merely bang on you and damn, I said sorry. I really can't stand people who give such insolent replies when one says sorry. I think they should be banned from going out because there'll be millions of people hitting them and they might as well just stay behind bars. Haha. That's nonsense lahh.

I've got that eye infection yet again. And yes, my favourite thing to do now is to suck out(okay, I don't really suck it but squeeze. Haha) the pus out and the pus looks like mayo and then like ketchup(thanks to the blood). That's what my doctor said to soothe me from the agonizing pain. And, I'm almost 17. Haha.

I realise I like to type HAHA. HAHAHAHAHA

I'm still looking for the book entitled my bestfriend's girl however, I couldn't find it at borders. Pretty sucked mann and worst, I saw it at PS TIMES and the book looked so bad and fuck, that was the last piece. So yes, it pretty sucked.

lovely day everyone.

2006-11-29T01:31:00.000-08:00

I'm really trying to master the art of photoeditting but truly, I suck and Rah had to call me to assist me (: I love her mann. Well, what are best friends for right, babe? Haha. And yes, I truly suck at photoeditting even with the help of the tutorials, really. And, it feels so good after one complete successful editted photo. Haha.

Oh, Athirah had people telling her that she somehow copied the other girl. Truly, this is one foolish act I really can't tolerate. So, I decided to call her RAH then and Fai too, agreed to it and he starts calling her Rah. Haha. Hello Rah and it's so much better than Ath lahh. So kampung and I just spilled the beans hahaha.

And yes, I'm crazy for books now more like craving for them MADLY. Haha and I did toms of housework today. I bet my mum loves me and always. Haha

life is a rainbow with you beside me forever.

2006-11-28T22:29:00.000-08:00

I'm planning to revamp my room. Currently, it's beige in colour. I used to like beige because it somehow expresses tranquility and self-belonging, at least I thought so. Plus, after a long and frigging irritating outside world, I do need my room to warm me up. But now, I'm thinking of pale pink. Nice? Nice, I know. Actually, I wanted red or orange(whichever) but, the colour are too intense and I need all the warmness and love my room can give to me. So, pale pink it is ayah. I can't wait to shop for bucket of paints now. Haha.

Woah, Fai's blogskin is obviously self-obssesed with pictures of him everywhere. Haha hot lahh, hot lahh. Happy? You better be.

I'm allergic to chicken man. Once I consume lots of chicken wings, I would have funny, funny stuffs popping out on my body. Sad. Chicken is what I live for and now, I'm gonna die without BEING ABLE TO EAT CHICKEN!!! And oh, especially the skin and that's my favourite lahh. How cruel can life get? Very, indeed.

KAIQING YOU STILL HAVEN'T RETURNED MY BOOK. HAHA.

ok bye bye bye bye. I miss Fai lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-11-27T06:21:00.000-08:00

If you're bored and could almost kill yourself due to the greatness power of boredom, try watching Princess Hours that will soak you in basking sun of korean's royal family love story. Yes, it helped me that much, so much so that I had an unberable neck cramp due to excessive lying down. Haha and the casts are no doubt HOT, SIZZLING HOT and HOT lahh. I had a great weekend indeed and hell, I couldn't believe I watched tv the whole day. But sure, a worth watching melodrama (:

I was supposed to accompany Fai from 8 in the morning but sadly, I couldn't wake up and there he had to go all the way by himself. Haha but, we did meet later on to eat lunch and catch HAPPY FEET (: I guess Fai was really irritated that he used malay on me(that's rare lahh). He said, "susah betul nak jage monyet", translation, it's really difficult to care for a monkey. Haha, I was just entertaining babe should get that tee from outfitter girls for you lahh. Haha. Happy Feet was a let down, should have listened to Hayl. However, peguins always attract my attention (:

Fai complaint I lack feminism. Haha. I think he's uber right. But romantically, he accept me even he saw the ugly side of me like, burping anyhow I feel like too. Thats's just one if you wanna know, ask him to list them down. I know that I like to eat cross -legged on the chair even in public. Sorry, can't help it. Haha but I know he loves me mann can tell one. Haha

2006-11-25T20:35:00.000-08:00

I just figured something out. Holding back emotions and gorging my butt off at the same time may cause severe headache to yourself, really. And so, I let everything go and I throw everything out and yes, a peaceful sleep was assured.

Oh and I didn't mean to be that petty. It was just you know things I was told yesterday that really bugg me like CRAP. I'm sorry :(

I'm gonna get ready to meet my friends soon. How exciting! HAHA.

And, yesterday was the end of Charmed. A very satisfying ending indeed and I'm gonna miss those weeks of kicking demons' asses! And yes, I want Charmed season 1-3 moreover, my birthday is in less than a month (:

That day I was at borders with Fai. I was looking for books and I told him he can give me books for my birthday and he took this book out of the shelve- The End Of Faith. Tell me world, sad or not? Haha.

Bye bye

2006-11-24T22:35:00.000-08:00

My first successfully editted picture (: haha

happy ahh..

2006-11-24T22:04:00.000-08:00

Oh ya, Jannah was complaining the picture was too small and she wasted her time editting it if the picture is too small for views. SO, she made it bigger. Haha. Pardon me, I'm such an idiot when it comes to all these unnecessary shits that will just add on to my mental stress.

And I'm going to FJ(Focker John, I think) Benjamin building with Fai on Mon. Haha and, and, I really want to watch Happy Feet mann. FAI WHEN BABE?!!

Oh yes DIRAH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE(I almost type babi. LoL) Love you babe (:

bye bye I wanna read my book (:

I MISS FAI. Hahahahaha

And, tomorrow is Miss Mel's wedding day. Oh boyy, I've seen her dating and feeling wretched and giving up and standing up again and NOW, she's getting married. LoL (: And, I'm going with my old pals. A reunion, yes it is I guess. But, I've got no idea of what to wear and don't tell me baju kebaya ok because kebaya and me don't befriend each other that well, really. Hahaha.

I love Cecelia Ahern's books. Her stories are very appealing and echanting and really imaginary-ish(I'm so out of vocabs. Haha).

I'm feeling super down now. ARGH

2006-11-24T12:25:00.000-08:00

hello (:

I have a new skin. Thanks to the shobalgoshhamboloish(like super great ah) Jannah. Haha

ok ah. bye

2006-11-23T03:56:00.000-08:00

I just have to post this up. Haha.

Farhan's(my cousin) PSLE aggregate: 277. Yes, yes, my cousin. Haha. Smart ah.
Amirah's(my cousin) PSLE aggregate: 242. Also superb (:
I think they seriously inherited my blood. Haha. I wish I scored such nice numbers lahh mine was ok but not, that super. A bit lesser than my bf ahh that is 231. Haha. I have a gut feeling Farhan could be the top malay student man because the highest aggregate this year is 281. WAY TO GO FAHAN. Are all guys by the name of Farhan meant to be smart?(certain ones ahh) Then, I'll name my son Farhan. Haha.

Faizal did a butt-writing name for me. Sweet? haha more like lunatic ah. And, I shopped for a book today. Haha and Fai's getting me a book(I don't mind books too babe) for my birthday. Super sweet lahh. I'm poor can only afford to borrow books from the library. Haha

I waited alot today (: haha

bye bye bye bye.

2006-11-22T20:07:00.000-08:00

My mum's idea of shopping differs from mine, entirely. Mine would be, shop, shop and shop until you are pretty satisfied(which is never lahh unless someone stop me) or when I'm left with a dollar and nothing in stores worth a dollar, at least now(that happens all the time because I'm not a richie rich). My mum's would be, shopping for products that I so can't be bothered to browse through and I just had to sit and read my book or watch people coming in and out. Hers is gnirob!!!!!!!!!

I hate Orchard during the night because it has this freaking stench that I almost died of smelling, really. Even my bathroom smells nicer.

And, to send an overseas message it will cost you 60 cents per msg. Stupid bugger lahh. And, I have a cool uncle and cute cousins to message lahh.

I'm gonna stop buying clothes, at least for now. I found out that retail therapy is a pretty addictive therapy, really. I'm gonna get good books for read knowing that nothing can actually amuse me at the moment. Let the book does it magic.

OH. HARRY POTTER ORDER OF PHOENIX WILL BE RELEASED ON THE 13 OF JULY 2007. Haha

I like her mann

2006-11-22T09:56:00.000-08:00

Hello..

I wanted to do that survey azreen tagged me to do but, I can't copy so yes, I'm not going to do.Haha.

By the way, I was meaning to get myself wet at Wild Wild Wet but then, I don't feel like it anymore. So, I'm not going.

I'm going to follow my mum to Orchard later and shop and I hope I can shop too but, I doubt so but, I know my mum, she loves signing hahah. Power ahh.

toodles. Life is beginning to yawn me out.

2006-11-21T05:24:00.000-08:00

"eh sham, you got eat babi not today"
"oh, I have babi air"
(Ok, she's pretty disgusting to say that ah.Haha)

My bro dragged me around VIVOcity to get that someone a dress. And, I had a hard time choosing one because our taste are just so widely different. But, he can be such a fun. Haha. I kinda dragged him to Orchard and told him Sham is coming and he made his way home. Haha. Thanks man (:

And Sham, that was just the art of great retail therapy. Call me a bad friend but, I made you feel happy and rejuvenated babe. Thank me now at least, at the tagboard. Haha. I envied her shopping spree today and I feel like shopping tomorrow. MY GOD, stop me someone but, I tell you save your breathe, I just won't listen. Why save when you can spend? Haha. A day out with that long lost bitch was awesome (:

And, I feel like gorging at Seoul Garden. Anyone? Haha. My boyfriend super busy ahh. And, I pray you get the job (:

bye bye now.

2006-11-20T19:56:00.000-08:00

I want to watch just friends and happy feet (:

Oh and I think guys who put on braces look hot (: and Faizal is gonna get one, I guess and I feel like wearing one too. My mum thinks it's cool but, my dad thinks it's utter rubbish. Haha.

And, I still want the N73 mann. Stupid and wasteful craving but, I feel like holding one. Haha.

I'll be going out with Sham tmr. Wheeeeet. Like at at last, after SO LONG (: Her excuse to get me out of the house was super duperly lame. "Fud, I want to get the necklace ah. I scared no more stock lahh" and I was thinking, I stock it up your ass ah haha. And, she wants to be birkies-er too (: So yeah, I agreed to accompany her to get her stuffs. ANOTHER DAY AT TOWN. Haha.

I wish I have the talent and patience to sit down and edit photos but, I just don't and can't. Haha

I went gym sei. I spent like 30 mins there and off we went. Haha

My brother got Step Up soundtrack (: woah, I saved 2000 cents just like that. Thanks babe (:

Ath is nuts macam kacang. Haha.

I love my grandfather. He got 4 bars of chocs and he said he saved 2 for me (: so touched lahh. I wonder what my life would be without him. Even though he can be such a nag, I know he loves that much too (: And thus, I love him (:

can i have your number, i forget mine (:
Faizal seduced me with that. Haha no lahh. lying lah

2006-11-19T20:32:00.000-08:00

I passed my madrasah exam mann (: Lame, I know. I didn't really study but the output isn't that bad too. Haha. Once good, always good lahh(I wish). Oh and this is my last year and the ustazahs held a graduation ceremony for us. Super pathetic but well, Naz was there to accompany me throughout the whole thing.

I hate to wait, really. They told us to come as early as 8 and I had to wait until 11 to get my results when others got back theirs. I was really pissed but, dismissed those bad thoughts. And, Naz and I wouldn't be meeting that frequent because Friday nights(madrasah class) have always been our meet up time. She's my bestfriend since primary school and the only primary school friend that I actually still keep in contact with. I love her alot. LoL. If you happen to read this, I wanna tell you that I mean it well babe. (:

I hate to let go of such a good treasure

eh, real love is a great ear-candy (:

2006-11-18T00:34:00.000-08:00

I'm trying to hold everything back. Everything is my fault. You're not in the wrong. I know.

pick up my calls

2006-11-17T08:34:00.000-08:00

Haha. I'm back again. Oh and I just received a message from my cousin and it read: FREEDOM BABE! Must be the A's haha. I hope she'll do well with all my ever so pretty wishings. I'm sure (: As promised, we are gonna dine with wine(yeah right.haha), dark chocolate bars(oh, I love) and favourite TV shows that she oh-so deprived from watching for these few weeks or worst months. And, I so can't wait to see her pimpled face. The side effect of heavy studying for biggie papers. Haha.

Now, I find VIVOcity very crowded and I hate crowded places. But whathehell, I got what I want and I'm happy.

i walked back and you turned away;

2006-11-17T05:49:00.000-08:00

Hello (:

I'm just bored right now. Anyway, I want to go Australia with Fattah. Hakim is busy working his arse off so, I doubt he can take those blissful off-days to follow us. Haha. But, the thought of living alone with Fattah might drag me to bow an arrown right through my head. LoL. Nolah, he's fun, great, younameit lahh. MY BROTHER WHHAAAATTT (: But then again, our parent... shan't digress because I'll get really emotional and start the day with tears, I don't want that. Haha. Guess what, I was typing bullshits.

I have been doing minor retail therapy to fill up my hungry cupboard. Oh and I hate to do window shopping because I want to get them all and this leads to less and less money and I have to start those begging sessions with my dad to get me those stuffs for my birthday which is I tell you, is nearing. Oh and to be exact, it's on the 22 dec. Haha. Nah, I'm contented when my loved ones remember to wish me. That's enough and oh maybe, homemade cards is great. Just a suggestion. Haha.

And, I want N73 so badly. Actually, I don't care not owing it. Haha. But, it's nice and sleek man unlike my Nokia 6680. SO FAT AND BULKY AND PINK AND CRACKED AND YUCK. So, I need to get that N73. But, I have been spending a bomb lately. Haha. So yes, just forget about it. I think I should hit the worksheets and books pretty soon or my december wouldn't be as nice as I imagine it would be. And yes, I want to do CIP at any childcare centres or better, motenssories. I want to play with American Kids if anyone knows of any location, pls tell me (:

I'm going to get that cardigan today. YIPPEE. I'm happy very happy. Thanks to my grandpa. I love him so so so much (:

i can't see me without you

2006-11-16T04:18:00.000-08:00

I'm really pissed now. I want to shop tomorrow yes, again. I abhor the thought of everything. I want to catch Happy Feet next week, if I'm keen enough to travel that far. Sometimes, I feel that solitary is a remedy from all those supposed-to-be-eliminated-evils.

So bull lahh. EVERYTHING.

I don't feel like blogging. I want to RUN away.

2006-11-13T21:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY. Oh gosh, you're now 17 for god's sake and please act like one ok (: haha.

Oh yes, I went to the zoo with Fai on his birthday haha. Yes, yes what a celebration with rhino's dung, zebra stripped butt and that giraffe longest tongue. Haha but I'm telling you, Fai had more fun than I do. It was so unfortunate that it rained later in the noon. I dismissed the sunken feeling of not able to take pictures with the snakes, pony and elephant. VERY EXCRUCIATING SADNESS, I tell you. We spent about 4-5 hours at the zoo. Haha. I was hoping the rain would stop and maybe I could take snaps with the animals but no, Fai said he's bored. So, we made our way to PS to catch STEP UP, AGAIN (: I watched on Saturday with my lovely brothers and my cousins. I told my dad that today is the only day(saturday) that we could have those siblings bond and bla bla and he gave us his credit card and ta-daa we watched STEP UP. CHANNING TATUM is sizzling awesomely gorgeous, I tell you. I went crazy both times I watched him dance with Jenna Dewan on the senior showcase! God, what a god sent he is. And the music, freaking turning on lahh. I'm so getting the soundtrack SOON.

Oh, I'm glad that boy loves his present and the t-shirt fits him perfectly (: Oh, I'm good man haha. Anyway, Fai will do the picture blogging if he's keen enough. I had a wonderful time with you. Zoo again? Haha.

rainbow bliss, it was.

2006-11-10T00:37:00.000-08:00

Im stabbed by Hayl. I'm accompanied with boredom and it doesn't kill to try something so cool right now.

Hello, You've Been Stabbed.The Magic Threes.Do This And Stab Another Three.

Yourself
Three Things That Are Always On You:
1.my ugly toenails
2.my boobs
3.that necklace that Fai gave me (:

Three Things You Must Have When You're Out:
1.my phone
2.iPOD
3.ez-link card. So when I get lost in Sinagpore(ironically, I do get lost sometimes), I'll just tap my way through and figure my way home.

Three People Who's On Your Mind Now:
1.Fai
2.Brad Pitt
3.Channing Tatum. I promised to watch him today but, things happened.

Three Things You Last Ate:
I haven't eaten since yesterday.

Three Drinks You Last Drank:
1.Sarsi
2.Pepsi Twist
3.plain water

Three Things You Dislike Eating:
1.vergetables
2.rotten apples
3.crocodile soup(haha. I don't even know how it tastes like)

Three Things You Enjoy Eating:
1.dark chocolates
2.ben and jerry's ice cream(craving like mad now)
3.chicken wings

Three Things You Enjoy Doing:
1.sucking my thumb
2.laughing
3.crapping and bullshitting with Fai(god knows why but, he always entertains me)

Three Subjects You Like:
1.my boobs size
2.gossips
3.hollywood hunks and babes

Three Subjects You Don't Like:
1.crowded places. The level of oxygen will drop drastically and I'll crank and crank and crank)
2.people breathing on my neck when in crowded places
3.basically, I hate crowded places

Three People You Last Talked To On Msn:
I haven't been online for 82739218397 years (:

Three People You Last Talked To On The Phone:
1.Fai
2.Athirah
3.My dad.He wants me to help him with the grocery.

Him/Her

Three Things That Catches His/Her Attention:
I don't lahh ask him. It must be everything. Haha

Three Things He/She Dislikes Eating:
1.vegetables
2.my cooking
3.crocodile soup(I think so lahh)

Three Things He/She Enjoys Eating:
He eats everything I eat because he helps me finish up my food.

Three Things He/She Enjoys Doing:
1.kill people in computer
2.talking to me(I know.Haha)
3.play and watch soccer

Three Subjects He/She Likes:
1.Jessica Alba
2.Eva Longoria
3.Laura Ramsey.
(Yes, where's Fathiah? Go ask him)

Three Subjects He/She Doesn't Likes:
I seriously don't know. You can ask him at his tagboard if you really want to know. Click Fai at my links. There, you can ask him. Haha but, he wouldn't bother answering trust me.

Three Things He/She Must Have While Outside:
1.his phone
2.iPOD
3.wallet

Three Things He/She Always Say:
1.Fathiah, I think you're too talkative.
2.Fathiah, i think you're too hot
3. I think I'm hot.
(That's what hot people do)

Three People He/She Last Talked To:
Woah, I don't lahh. Go ask him lahh.

Three People He/She Consider Dear:
ME lahh.

Three Things You Do:
1.take care of my grandfather
2.ogle at hot hunks
3.make Fai happy

Three Movies You Last Watched:
1.The Grudge
2.Covenant
3.Dead or Alive
(at last, a decent answerable question)

Three Things You Last Said To Each Other:
1.where are you now?
2.you wanna catch step up today?
3.you're at gym??

Three Dates That Are Significant To You:
1.021004
2.131189
3.221289

Three People You CHOOSE To Stab And Why:
1.Athirah-I know she's bored right now and needs all these crap to fill up the blanks in her life.
2.Jannah-I just feel like.
3.Faizal-I want him to screw me up haha.

AT LAST, IT'S OVER! THANKS HAYL (: haha. Thanks ar

2006-11-08T20:52:00.001-08:00

I feel like picture-blogging. For memories sake and to fill the void in me now. Oh, I called Fai and he said he's going next and he said don't call him because he can't concentrate with his phone vibrating in his pocket. Haha.

I miss her mann.

Ah, I love this pic a lot. But, I love him even more (:

Fai's favourite pose, I tell you now.

She's like a bitch lahh haha unlike me but, I still love her pls.

Oh, I scared the whole room with my squeaky voice (: and I had the whole room to myself.

He was concentrating on his Tai Tai game, I was like hello take a snap and he chose to ignore and I blogging his not-so-interesting face. Haha

My loves (: each and all, really.

That sunglasses is not even close to Oakley lahh, I got it for free because I bought this whole bag of chupa chups. Haha anyway, he's now always going to zouk and partaay at Malaysia lahh. So pathetic, I bet those malaysians enter with tudungs. Haha.

God knows why, they are my best guys in my life apart from Fai lahh. And oh, I don't know where is Fattah. I still love him too.

Alamak, so cute pls. Haha.

My friends. Ben looks like Jar. Haa

He loves this rabbit so much. I think he's gf gave it to him, if he has one lahh.

Bestfriends (: I miss watching tv with him.

he thinks he's hot but I think he's not. Hot ryhmes with not for Uncle Isk. ahah

My bestfriend forever. She's always there, I know (:

MY ATUK. I love him so much.

Goodbye for now. I love each and all of you that I know.

sometimes in life those lil things that brighten my gloomy days.

2006-11-08T20:52:00.000-08:00

Hello world (:

I'm currently on a bummer mode. Oh, Fai is having OP now. I called him just now, he said was a lil nervous. He sounded cute lahh. And, I MISS HIM ALREADY. I MISS MY BROTHER TOO. He's only going home tomorrow. I'm going to watch Step up tomorrow. Very, uber, very, uber excited (= I'm really bored now.

I wonder what holds for me in the future. I want that pretty, fairytale life. Is it that impossible? And, is it wrong for one to dream for the impossible? I want a companion that will be there for me till the end, I want live in a condo with all those nice ikea furnitures, I want to donate money to the unfortunates every month(is that bad? I'll donate everyday if anyone get me handsome but dying dato'), I want a life that I can spend time with my mum, dad, brothers, grandfather, my baby, my friends and the world, I want to travel around the world with them, I want to get all those designer clothes/bags/younameit that I now, only manage to admire from a distance, I want to save all those stray cats that the government kills because they think these cute ones are sucha nuisance(they don't know that they are the nuisance that many can't wait to abolish).

These are all my wants. It seems easy to attain but at some period of time in your life, they seem to leave you forlorn and keep you thinking that good life is over. Let's wait and see and for now, I want to make my loved ones happy by studying hard and I want to call Fai now because I feel like crying. BYE!

2006-11-08T03:01:00.000-08:00

Hello. Ignore the post before. Those two were apparently bored because I was too busy to entertain them. Haha. I think Liyana and Jannah look alike. Oh my gosh, double Jannah, believe it or not. Ok lahh, since they wrote I'm pretty(of course, I know. Haha) yes, yes, both of you are pretty too. In fact prettier, hottier and sexier than me. Happy arh.

Oh yes, today was fun. I went to Ath's house for raya and of course for Aunt Liyah's homemade spaghetti. Frigging nice lahh please. And, and, I love Aunt Liyah more than her kids. Haha because she cooks nice, sumptious food :) and she's nice and kind to me. Yes, she is. Ros and Hidayah were there too. We did a lil' catch up but most of the time, I was using the comp, watching tv or entertaining that 2 bored birds(I feel like calling them birds. Haha). Today was fun and was allsoLOVED. Of course lahh I love my bestfriend ok!!

Ahh, I went to Fai's house too. I was like a nervous-wreck lahh. He had to pull me in. I was really, really, uber nervous. But, it was fun lahh. I sat down there and talked crap with Fai. He didn't even help his mum to serve drinks larr. So horrible. All he did was transfer songs to my iPOD. And that was after much persuasion. Oh, Ath accompanied me to his house. Thanks man, you rock macam batu. Haha. I love her man. I love her. I love my baby. I love my family. I love my friends. I love the world.

Anyway, I love to blog because I love to type. I love the sound of the keyboards being tapped. God knows why, But I like. So, I'm always typing nonsense and I don't know who's reading. Haha. But, I'll still update my blog even though noone is reading. And, I just didn't know why I just typed that. Told you, typing is my hobby. I'm lame. Woah, I need wheelchair. Damn it, MEMORIES.

To my baby, all the best for OP! I hope you won't stumble or stutter over your words and pls tell the judges that you have a HOT girlfriend, as if. haha but, i still love you.

2006-11-08T00:21:00.000-08:00

Hellllllooooooo. I've hacked into Fathiah's account, haha. liyana here. and jan too. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. fathiah is so hot please, i love her so much. im going to steal her away from faizal, muahhahahaha. faizal get lost, fathiah's mine. lol okay whatever. fathiah told me to write that she's pretty, pretty ugly that is. hahahahahaha. okay lah, she's pretty.

2006-11-07T04:02:00.000-08:00

My entry on STEVEN STRAIT is GONE. Read that, gone. Poof :( And now, I'm telling the world that yes, Steven Strait is nonetheless hot in fact, hotter than Wentworth Miller. But still, I love them both. I'm so gonna ask Fai for a life-sized mannequin on them :)) I know, he'll get them for me. LoL.

Class BBQ wasn't that great actually. Many didn't turn up. How pathetic, it's just a BBQ why can't you guys get your arse over to Pasir Ris and have those class-moments for the last time. I just ate, cooked and fooled around with Ben. Ben is enough to make me happy despite the horrible turn ups. Ben you must be gleaming right now. And now, you can go and die because I think I'm bored of making use of you. You're no more fun. Haha.

I want to kill Fai for asking me to watch The Grudge 2 with him. It's so scary, at least for me lahh. And, and, I think watching horror movies is such a waste of money man. No hot hunks and I don't wish to scare myself at night when I want to sleep. And I guess, I won't be sleeping that peacefully tonight. Ahhh, I have my saviour-Fai :) I'm going to call you tonight and disturb you. THAT is a blessing bliss.

After that, I went to get Fai's birthday present. There were just so many designs to choose from. Gosh. At last, I settled with that guess shirt. I think he's gonna look hot on it. Hello, MY BOYFRIEND, hot in anything. Haha.

ATH YOU CAN GET THAT T-SHIRT FOR MY BDAE. NO PROB BABE. HAHA

love me, like you never did before.

I want to watch PHANTOM OF THE OPERA MUSICAL PLAY :) Anyone?
AND YES, STEP UP!!!! How could I ever miss????

2006-11-04T20:03:00.000-08:00

I think she's hot but my boyfriend thinks she's not. But, I still think she is. Very HoT, in fact.

Class BBQ tmr. Haha. Excited? NO. No idea why. LoL.

I wanna watch Step Up. CHANNING TATUM. Oh, oh my love (:

2006-11-03T18:53:00.000-08:00

Hello. Oh this is for Farisha Kumar, safe trip to Cambodia. And pls, DO NOT SCARE THE KIDS AWAY AYE (: and send my hugs to those cute ones and remember to tell them I'm Brad Pitt's fiance. There, you can scram now. muchLOVES.

I think I'm becoming unfaithful to Brad Pitt. There are Wentworth Miller(just so to make that ass freaks out), Orlando Bloom and Lucas Black(!!!). Actually, the list could have go on and on forever but, let's stop here. Yes how? I love them all. How should I tell Brad Pitt about my secrets affairS? Oh ya, he ever made me berserk when he actually made Angelina Jolie pregnant. At least, I don't sleep with these men. NO SEX. CAN FLIRT. So, put the guilt aside and have ultra fun (:

I'm going to watch the Covenant with Fai later. MORE hot guys. Leave me alone and let me ogle (:

BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE

Tell me about the diamonds. They are girls' bestfriend, made up of carbon (: haha

2006-11-02T23:29:00.000-08:00

AHHHH, I did my shopping (: but, I still want more. How? Shall figure how to rob a bank, get those notes and wallaaaaaa I'm going SHOPPING. But again, I don't want to get myself behind the bars unless, they room with the hot guy from prison break. That'll be nice.

I went shopping with Fai. I was worried for him because he has papers tomorrow. And, he wasn't that all worried compared to when he was sitting for his O's. Queer but, still hot. Haha. He's a great shopper, I tell you. While shopping, he was infected with jitter bugs to go play pool. I was like hello, SHOPPING. So, we headed to Cineleisure to play pool and in the first game, he almost lost. LOL. I won one game. Good eh? Normal pls.

I made up my fickle-minded mind to get my arse to school for econ consultation. I went with Ben and after that, we went to town and I just had to waste money on that top. Haha but, it is thus, satisfying lahh.

I can't be bothered to try editting photo. Had it. So, just ask people to edit for me. EASY. Haha. And yes, my memory storage is THAT limited that I can't be bothered to cramp all those junkful photo editting skills in my ever-small pea brain. Haha.

BYE BYE.

Oh yes, I went gym yesterday. Fai was HOT. I think he's HOT. UBER HOT. SUPER HOT. And, he looks hotter when carrying those weights. I caught a glimpse of him lahh while cycling my butts off. Haha. Yes yes, those unmovable bicycle. LOL

2006-11-01T05:03:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING :)))))))))))))

Shall hit the malls tomorrow. YAY!!

And, trying to work things out with photoshop makes me that idiot. Haha. Yes, yes, photoshop how long already. LoL. Slowness=UBERcoolness :))

I didn't get to join idiots'_9 for dinner because I had to attend to the BBQ that my mum organised for her kids. How sweet! I think my mum is a great teacher. Well, looking at the number of kids that came and went h00000haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Haha. Oh, oh, my mum taught Faizal once and Fai said she's very impatient just like me. Thanks ar.

Ice Princess is a cool, touching, daughter-to-mum movie. I so love it and I cried alot while watching. Very touching can. Garfield 2 idiotically funny larr.

that's all. I'm bored ahhhhhhh. That's why I blog everyday, sometimes 2 entries a day and I'm still contemplating whether to go for econs consultation tomorrow. I'm too lazy to get my arse over to the otherside of Singapore. Damn!!!

2006-10-31T20:05:00.000-08:00

BONJOUR (:

I went swimming with Fai today. I think we gorge more than we swam. So, I still need to burn that layers of fat. When Fai? When Fai? (wailing in agony pls) It must be the everyday routine of going to the gym. Fai now, has a frigging hot curve on his body. Believe me, it was comparable to Brad Pitt's lahh(my ex) sey!

I'm having an in-house bbq later with my mum's students. YES, whathehell but, I love my mum so I'm willing to sacrifice netball training for this. Not like it's my first time skipping netball. HAHA. The last time I went was in lets see... JUNE (=

I rented Ice Princess and Garfield 2 because I can't stand the thought of having to do nothing at home so there, I rented VCDs and the shop I went was far way more cheaper than VideoEzy larr. 3 VCDs-$8.50 cheap right?! Oh, Faizal rented the Tokyo Drift. I think he wants to be Lucas Black and like I said again, I don't mind being Neela (:

I want to be hot! How? Anyone tell me how? Don't tell me sessions after sessions of working out and whatever craps, I want a FAIRYGOD mother that will magically change me into those sexy legged girls from DOA and body like NEELA or Jessica Alba or Alyssa Milano. Whichever, I don't mind.

The infection on my left eye is killing me.

Guess what? I feel like playing pool(chey chey) haha. FAI WHEN????? My pool partner (: and I feel like going to the zoo to see Kaiqing haha. I don't know why but I think I miss her that much. Hahaha

HAPPY ANNIVESARY, Idiots'_9 (:
May the friendship we bulit all these years will cherish and stay on forever. (:

Eh, where's Ben ahh? She didn't call me last night. Wierd. HAHAHA

my t-shirt looks best on your bedroon floor

2006-10-31T03:07:00.000-08:00

Ahhhh, I had a beyond great dates today. First, I went out with Ath. I tell you, she blabbered her way from Kovan all the way to Ikea. Poor me, I had to keep up with the flow. LOL. I can tell that she misses me too much. I went Ikea to get my quilt, at last! Oh, oh, Ath was complaining that she's hungry so, I told her Ikea has a restaurant and maybe, we can try the food. But no, the meatballs are made from pork and beef. That picture on the board of spaghetti with meatballs is enough to envy me. Yes, I met Ath's friend. She's nice larr at least, nicer that Ath. Maybe I should consider reshuffling my bestfriend titles. Ath and Ben worst of enemy, Ika and Rani best of friends. Nicer huh? And so, Ath had a great time with me. Hello, who wouldn't?

I called Fai and we played pool! Guess what? I love playing pool now. I thought Fai was nuts always playing pool with his friends. Haha. Pretty cool in fact. And, I'm a fast learner, believe it or not? Of course, with the help of my super duper cool boyfriend (: He's good eh. At least, I thought so. And playing pool is CHEAP! It was a worth play larr. Oh yea, I beat Fai in the last game, actually was his mistake but who cares, I still won (: happy pls. That boy sure influences me ALOT, I tell you. But, I like (:

For memories sake:
First pool game on the 31 October 06 at Cineleisure with Faizal. HAHA lame, I know.

I miss my friends. Kaiqing went to the zoo with her dearest. I think Brandon might as well leave her there with the Chipanzees- her clan. LOL! Miss you larr ass!

Class BBQ on the 6 Nov 06. I didn't even do anything. Maybe, I'll just go and eat. HAHA
ok, toodles.

my prisoner of love-you(:

I'm CRAVING FOR A SHOPPING SPREE NOW.

2006-10-30T09:05:00.000-08:00

I'm injected with insomnia. Sadly but, true. I have problems getting myself nicely tug and wrap and go to my fairyland :( And, and, noone wants to listen to my irritating voice(I know. So, hail to my loved ones who have been putting it up for ages. Thank you) yet, melodious at some time in the conversation. So, magic happens. Trust me, I don't know what I'm typing blame the infected eye yet AGAIN. I think these bacteria love to spread their love on me but, they never sense that I oh-so hate them. I wish that these bacteria are like those found in the swimming pool water so, I could easily disinfect it by drinking gallons of buckets of chlorine liquid. Oh yes, what the hell, chemistry! But sadly, I don't know whatever I'm typing is a scientific fact blame it on my stupidity. LOL

I wish I have the brains of those hardworking freaks, love equations(be it for math, science, econ) and at the same time, knows how to partay. But then again, wishful thinking my dear. HAHA how I wish I'm rich like Paris Hilton and all I do everyday is partaaaying. And, and boy, what do I have to worry about- is that dress too long, I'll make it shorter? Happy ah? But then again, I'm a muslim so, I'll dress up like that Hejab Irans' models in Suria. LOL, my uncle thinks I'm fit for that. That guy, he hasn't "seen" me yet. Donkey!

Oh, Oh, I love shopping in Ikea. I went there with my dad on sunday. It was madness, I tell you. Being me, I wanted all those cute, cute bed sheets, rugs and soft toys. WOAH, I went crazy because I want them all. I swear once I get a condo for myself, I'm so gonna purchase Ikea furnitures, bed sheets, rugs and every other things you'll see in my house will be from Ikea. So, my house will be so Ikea-ish, I like :) Yes, yes, I'm going there again today(as in later in the day, duh don't be dumb because Ikea opens from 10am-10pm) with Ath to get my quilt. YAHOO!

I haven't seen that loved one for 1 week and FINALLY, I managed to meet up with him today to catch dead or alive. Uber fantastic show. Fai looks hot in white. I've been telling him since day one. He envied me with those new watch and wallet and shirt and PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING. LOL. I hate it when something bothers me and I have to vent it on someone. Poor, poor Fai, he becomes my everyday-victim. I shall stop pesting around and become a good beyond good daughter /girlfriend/friend/cousin/acquaintance and the list goes on.

I miss my brother whose at camp now :( I found one picture when we were younger, he HUGGED me. That's rare now because now, I'm the one hugging him, in that picture he was the one hugging me. HAHA.

Raya-ing at Malaysia was a let down. I only get to see my cousins only for minor minutes. How can that possibly be?????

I'm already missing that boy now. What are you missing-love potion??? Haha

I'm reading this book, If you could see me now by Cecilia Ahern; I love her novels much. One part of the book says this, "You aunt is boring old gnirob". Call me lame, I think it's pretty cool. LOL and boy, I sure need major study consultations(note the"s") soon but the burning question is, when? I'll figure and tell you soon if you're interested. LOL

ok, toodles there (:

you blend with me so perfectly

2006-10-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

I'm such a technology-dimwit and my iPOD has to go haywire. How? I don't know.

Anyhow, I've been meaning to post up some pictures. So, here it goes:

Oh, it means Faizal loves Fathiah. Sweet, I know.

I love you (:

My bestfriend. She thinks she's hot. :0

She's trying to impersonate one bimbo. Haha. And, and, she didn't need to try that hard anyway because, she's one already. (:

2006-10-26T09:58:00.000-07:00

At last, I got onto this page. Yes, it was a waste of time going to school this week. I should have just sat at home or maybe go out or visit my relatives to boost my self-economy. I have been one lazy bum asking my dad to pick me up after school. Hello, I hate looooooong bus rides home especially without that boy. Oh boy, I miss my trip to Woodlands man. Haha. So basically, I had fun with Ben over at school. Ok confession, BEN IS FUN. HAHA and gosh, was I that of a liar? I don't know. But, I've been lying when i said, "that girl is pretty" and telling the truth when I said, "omg, is that bag a fake?" Bad ar, I know. I'm BENAZIR PARWEEN'S Disciple. And and, Ben ar stop crying larr you. Everything's fine now-back to square one. God Bless. I'll miss Kartini. We have/must meet up some time aye :)

I did write lil' sweet notes for my friends. Sweet, I know. Come, come be my friend and I assure tons of love letters will be beside you and you'll feel so loved by me. Chey, so free ah. The only person I bother to spend my time writing letters to is my boyfriend. Apart from Ben of course. HAHA.

*Eh Ben, you're mentioned alot ar. LOL you know why? Because I hate you, duh.

I'm gonna miss Anna, Kart haiyo everyone larr. allsoloved :0

My boyfriend is busy and I miss him like crap and I want a DATE NOW. How? And Tracy was so sweet. She wrote me a mesage and gave me a chocolate. Ah, I love you man. My kumars, I oh-so miss you guys so much. And and, Diah ran to me to get a snap of me. Woah, I feel so wanted pls. LOL ok, that's bout it.

AND YES, I watched Tokyo Drift just now. Bloody hell, Lucas Black is frigging hot :) Can I get a drift too?? with him?? pretty pls. And, I don't mind being NEELA. LOL

2006-10-24T08:01:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS AROUND THE WORLD (=

BAD OMEN(241006), I tell you. Firstly, there was no more gas for cooking in that gas tank. I was dutifully frying potatoes and there, the fire went off. Today, I cooked again after going for prayers(yes, yes, yes, good daughter) and suddenly, the kitchen stove cracked! My life was at stake and if not my family, I've already sued whoever made me cook. Haha. But well, I can rest and stop cooking(I was actually beaming when my mum said lets stop cooking. I'm tired pls). That's my tragic occurence today.

Oh collection went so well =) happy pls and I've yet to collect money from my maternal side. Hoho. I didn't get to see them at all. My family missed the family photo taking that I oh-so loved =( On a lighter note, I'll be going to Malaysia on Saturday to visit my malaysian relatives with my maternal side. Cool or what? I BLOODY HELL CAN'T WAIT and my very-much-missed Uncle Isk called today. I was in the toilet when he wanted to speak to me. He wanted me to seek forgiveness from him like hello. Haha, but I did larr it's just ethical and I pity him larr whoelse would ever bother to entertain him-only ME, POOR POOR ME. So, I asked him about my Hari Raya money, he said he'll give it to me once he sees me and HE GOT ME A PEARL. THAT'S FREAKY NEW. Can anyone tell me what's wrong with the world today? Haha.

My brother too gave me money. Alamak, soLOVED. I'm a happy happy girl. And, I kept pestering Fai yesterday telling him I'll look ugly today. HAHA, he said I'm pretty, I know. I was all green today. If I'm keen enough and photobucket stop bitching with me, I'll upload some pics for ALL of you to look at how "UGLY" I am. LOL.

AND, I MISS MY NENEK SO MUCH THAT I MISS HER SAMBAL GORENG TODAY AND LONTONG.

ok toodles. Tmr schooling =(

divine piece of art-my love

2006-10-21T09:47:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I'm in the state of depression right now. My best friend, Ben won't be going on to year 2 with me. Yes, I'm really sad now. I hate to see her going off to Melbourne. I'm missing her now. Who is gonna sing with me in class? Go boogie-whacky in class with me? I hate separation because it sucks so bad =( Most of my classmates did get promoted of course but, some didn't and I'm so gonna miss you guys going crazy like noone's business. I LOVE 06S4 and I'M MISSING MY CLASS ALTOGETHER.

On a lighter note, I will not be doing Chem project with Rani anymore. HELL YEAH MANS. Tell me that's heaven in front of me (= I'll make sure I won't butt around with her next year. Haha. I'll go find a new best friend. That sucks, because I've planned my life with Ben and when I see her cry over stuffs, I'm seeing my reflection. I'm so gonna miss her. I HATE THIS.

I watched Deathnote with Fai yesterday. I think we wasted our time and money pls. There's no ending and that leading role guy is such a bastard-worst that the god of death(quoated from the movie) because he planned to kill Shiori, his girlfriend who stupidly loves him so much. Anyway, I find the monster really cute. LOL. And, no hot guys-a bloody turn off movie.

My boyfriend got me a pretty necklace pls and I'm so loving it. (= Fai looks really cute with his new haircut. I was like is that Brad pitt dude?? HAHA. He went, "Hell yeah baby".I know my boyfriend, LOL.

I went to the mosque yesterday. Someone stole my slippers. LOL. AND, I LOVE THAT PAIR OF SLIPPERS PLS.

I went undergarment shopping with my mum and bro. I got 8 new bras and 10 cute undies and 1 bathrobe. I love shopping with my mum because she loves signing(if you know what I mean is good. LOL) She knows nothing about budget so, she went on signing and signing. Haha. I think I spent alot but hello, it's not an everyday thingy aye (= and so, I LOVE TODAY AND MY MUM HAHA.

Ok, that's bout it.

baby, you hold me down

2006-10-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

CBOX is being a BITCH.

Today is BORING and DRAGGY. I think I fool around with Ben alot today. I wanna try clubbing with her one day lol. I think we make the greatest duet ever pls. We love to sing but our voice is pretty squeaky but you know, you might never know that squeaky voice can make you to the top. HAHA. I think I'm quitting school to either become a singer or a clown. I'll go ask my dad =)) and I think he'll say shut up and study. MY DAD, I know.

Aunty Hasinah(Ben's mum) brought me muruku. I LOVE MURUKU PLS ESPECIALLY HOME-MADE ONES and that Sham still owes me one larr. I love aunty Hasinah because she cooks very nice, delicious food like MEE SIAM. I ate and I felt happy-hello, food! But, I almost slapped Ben because I love MURUKU and she had to bring it while I was fasting. Shessh.

I've been typing I think eh? Haha. Faizal said I can't think because I got no brain. So, when i write I think is equivalent to I'm lying. You get it not? No ah? Then, you should be dumber than me larr. HAHA

KAIQING & BRANDON
VANESSA & MY BOYFRIEND(I don't know his name. Sorry babe)
SHAMELA & THATS HIMBO FRANKIE *I really hope u'll be reading this haha.
FATHIAH & BRAD PITT A.K.A FAIZAL (or so he claims but, I think he looks better than BRAD ok)

All happily in love. YAY. But, Sham is always in her lala land so, it doesn't really matter if that Frankie wouldn't propose to her actually it's logical larr. HAHA
I don't know what I'm typing HAHA

I got back my results HAHA. Ok ar not bad. RETAINED I GUESS. LOL, I'm going Paris to become that heiress. YES, SEE ME THERE AYE =))
I want to get Ms Wang and Mr Saw something for my upmost love for them in inspiring me to learn MATH AND CHEM. HAHA! I think, I'll give my mum's cornflakes cookie. Yeah, I think I should. I feel like talking to myself. HAHA

Tmr, I shall know if I'm promoted or retained. I hope most of us are promoted. PRETTY PLS, I LOVE MY CLASS. Just now, we applauded for those people who had succesfully brought 06S4 to glory(infamously) and these people made a speech and I tell you, I almost teared larr. To all my fellow classmates, success is everywhere and no matter which route you take, I believe all of you will strive for the best. Have FAITH =))

ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HATE SEPARATION because it tears me apart and Yin Whee cried ahhh, I had to hug her larr because I love her durh.

Baby, I'm sorry if I'm pretty unreasonable lately. But you know, I still love you THAT much and gosh, I miss you and pls slot a day for me. Thanks muffin. And, you are the rocker in my life and I am in your life too, I know. HAHA

BYE. ABOVE IS A RANDOM POST. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

spread your wings like a butterfly;

2006-10-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

Uber pissed.

And gosh, she sucks. I hate hate hate hate hate hate her. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I feel evil pls and tmr is like that FATEFUL DAY LARR. Can anyone hear my plight- I WANT TO HAVE FUN DURING HARI RAYA PLS NOT SULK WHILE COLLECTING GREEN PACKETS THINKING OF MY LIFE.

life is cruel, how cruel? You go figure.

BYE.

2006-10-16T21:34:00.000-07:00

I WANT A NEW GUESS WATCH

Can anyone pls get me one for my birthday?? or better just surprise me for fun. My adidas watch is not close in being that pretty, pretty watch anymore. It has mouldy skin and ugly, ugly spots and it ticks irritatingly maybe, that's is its last stage of living and once the life machine goes tetetettetetetetette(that sound makes by that life machine when someone dies) I shall bury it at my backyard(if I have one) lol. And, Swatch watch is so out of fashion and crap, get me that diamonie guess watch. I shall shine under its pristine shimmering stones. So, get me one anyone. Thanks. Oh yes, I hope my Uncle Isk is reading this get me one whenever you're free. It costs no more than 2oo bucks. You get that for me, I love you forever(like I'm not, chey)

Today is the day either I break it or make it. It's THE FUGLY PROMOTIONAL EXERCISE DAY. The pricipal is sweet enough to let us off thinking, sulking and digressing for other alternative routes to success *touchwood* I hate to disappoint my parent. FUG, I'm already a disappointment pls. PLS PLS PASS ME WHENEVER YOU CAN =/ I hate exams because it makes me feel dumb like a bimbo(make an inference, hot but no brains haha). At least Ben gets to go Melbourne to study Law. ME? Sweep floor.

On the lighter note, I'm meeting Fai later. Oh cuppy, I miss you. Haha and he's gonna cut his hair and I'm gonna get my lenses. Nowadays, I rather slog myself at home doing boring stuffs like updating my blog lol. I'm bored and that explains the regular blogging. Oh yes, my dad kinda told me to clean the house, I did and I fell sick and I can't risk another round of sneezing and coughing. So, I depend heavily on my brothers. COME ON, SHOW ME PROUD LOL.

Anyway, I still think amoeba is a loser. It sexes with itself. HAHA.

And, I still want that guess watch because I wanna be the next Paris Hilton minus the stealing Travis barker because I think THE EX-BARKER FAMILY really a potrait of my perfect family =))

And, the third cycle of the American's Next Top Model's last name is PIGFORD. LOL, and I was actually thinking since the media has nothing better to do why not interview on her last name. I'll be glad to watch it and eat popcorns while watching it and JOANIE IS SIZZLING HOT GORGEOUS. Even prettier with a new set of teeth. DANIELLE IS THE WINNER LARR. Blame my brother for spoiling the suspense. Shessh. I think Sarah should be eliminated long long time ago, she's pathetic pls.

ok toodles, and today I'm happy because it is no-rani day ((= and yes, I LOVE MY CLASS. LOL

crap, you ripped my lil heart yes, YOU

2006-10-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

CRAVING FOR BEN AND JERRY'S NOW but, noone is kind enough to get me one =/

I hate going to school because I'll be seeing her. She's frigging interruptive pls. Hello, aren't you thought any manners- NEVER INTERRUPT WHEN ONE IS TALKING TO THE OTHER? And yes, when I'm talking to Ben she'll interrupt but when she's talking to Ben, me being the mannered one let her finish whatever she has to say. Kind or kind? And and, ben is my best friend pls not hers SO PLS SHOO!!! Can you imagine fighting over Ben?? Haha. And, she invited Ben's family for deepavali lunch over at her house in front of me and TRUST ME, not a pang of jealousy lol. I kinda totally ignore her today and it feels good. And yes, it's Rani. I hope she's reading this la huh so that she'll stop her fight over Ben which I tell you, not worth it lol. I'm just playing along, make Ben feel wanted lol.

I signed out of school at 1:15pm. I can't stand one more minute in that dungeon hell. All the teachers ever did were going through the papers but, we are not allowed to be informed our marks until Wednesday-crap. And guess what, I screwed promo larr. Shan't digress or i'll start emoing. LOL. Ben is such a lucky bitch because she'll be sent to study overseas if she is not promoted. So I told her to just fail her promo she said no because she wants to stay in Singapore or else she'll miss Rani so badly. HAHA. Ok bye.

Everyone is too busy for me even my own boyfriend. LOL

paperheart-she crushed it

2006-10-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

I went shopping with that boy today. Haha it's Fai, durh. Sham called earlier to tag me along for a shopping spree but I've made a date with Fai already. Anyway, I miss bitching around with you and GOD! you never change one bit, still that pig I first met haha.

Oh, Fai was late and so I waited patiently for his arrival. And oh, I lost my way lol. I thought I was blind or something but actually the Wiama Atria underground pass has closed lol. And guess what, Ben was actually directing me to get my ass to Wisma. ANYWAY BEN, WRONG DIRECTION. BEN=WORST STREET DIRECTORY EVER.

I got my birkenstocks, my heels, a clutch bag(I was thinking it was a bad idea to actually hang a bag right under your armpit. LOL. SMELLY larr) and a billabong wallet(actually I don't fancy billabong items but this want a gem to buy. LOL) AND, I THINK I AM AN IMPULSIVE SHOPPER. A GIRL GOTTA DO WHAT A GIRL GOTTA DO.

Thanks Fai for following me and carrying my stuffs. Haha AND A GUY GOTTA DO WHAT A GUY GOTTA DO- carry their girlfriends bag. Anyway, Fai is a great shopping partner =))
That's all for today. It was pretty tiring but, it was all worth it =))

pretty pls, promote me. haha

2006-10-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

I think I'm born to bitch or just that the people around me make me wanna have a bitching fit. Being nice in front of me and bitching behind my back. WHATHEHELL. I can't deny I do likewise but I don't expect it from you. Seriously, you are so sweet to me and I do share my grieves when you cried over your boyfriend. I know how you felt. But, you can even help in simple gestures like help me collect my worksheets when I'm absent from school. I know I sound petty but hello definition of friends!!! I collected econs worksheets for Zana And Kart even things happened between us however we are still friends but not as close. I shan't bitch about you anymore.

masquerading-your way of living

I watched Scoop with Fai today. I slept throughout the movie haha. I was totally shagged can't blame myself for working so hard. And, I hope my dad gives me money for my shopping spree =))
That's all.

life is a dick, suck it